Where does the sorry even start I ask,
when all these time I’ve been wearing this mask.
mask that can’t be unmask without trauma,
unmasking leading to melodrama.
I’m very Sorry for the things I’ve done,
for all the things done, which I can’t outrun.
Will settle with the Big One when I meet,
until then forgive and make me complete.
New month of new year is about to come to an end,
It is time to chill and hangout with your family or friends.
To hang out at the local bar if you are so inclined!
or to catch up on your reading, if you are that kind!
You can binge watch on Netflix your favorite shows,
or dance in the club until they eventually close!
You could meet your sweetheart at the local lover’s point,
or do something which will be your life’s turning point.
Do whatever floats your boat and have a great weekend,
please just do not waste the time which is godsend.
Will see you guys on Monday if god is willing,
till then, hope you guys have weekend that’s very thrilling!
Where do we go from here is the open question,
raking my brain so hard yet there is only confusion.
Whether to continue or to live a life of seclusion,
can anything be done to this life we call delusion?
Why have so much negativity crept into my writing?
it used to be much more lively and exciting.
Is it just a reflection of state of my mind and soul?
with such heavy heart, how can one expect me to be whole?
Like a toy whose keys has all been unwind,
I stare at the window with an empty mind.
Striving hard to come up with something positive to say,
it looks like this is not likely to happen today.